I had a very shitty week. I cried almost every night and also two times at Uni. I can't really talk to anyone and I wake up feeling miserable already. The worst Thing about all this is, that I don#t even know why exactly I'm so sad. I had a bit of Trouble recently but I should be okay. I wish I had someone who hugged me and let me cry without saying anything and then went and made me a cup of tea.
I'm so sad my whole body feels numb, but at the same time breathing hurts and I feel as if I'm going to burst any minute.

His chest, his shirt, his hand holding the tea cup...!!!!!