I'm quite anxious about a couple of things coming up this and next week. I've got a job interview and two other things that I have to go to for the first time. I'm already nervous and it doesn't help that none of my friends are here. I miss my best friend and just emailing her isn't the same as talking. I find it hard making new friends at this new place and I'm quite lonely these days. I have to deal with all my troubles on my own. I don't want to tell my parents how hard I find it to settle in because I don't want them to worry and I don't want to appear ungrateful. I just wish I had someone I could ring any time and they could come over and help me.