I'm an emotional wreck. I started an internship two weeks ago and it's a disaster. I feel so out of place and my self-esteem has shrunk into nothingness. I cried almost every night last week. I don't tell anyone except for my best friend who isn't here at the moment but who sends me the most adorable, most encouraging letters. Reading them makes me feel better for a moment but I know that I will feel as bad on monday as I did yesterday. I can't tell my family because I would cry at the phone and I don't want them to worry.