My eyes aren't working any more because I spent the day staring at my screen and pretending to do my research for my term papers. Inbetween I stared at beautiful pictures of the beautiful Benedict Cumberbatch or read wedding magazines online. At one point I actually burst into tears because I am SOOOOOO jealous of all the beautiful dresses and flower arrangements and venues...I wish some dapper guy would come along and marry me within the next five years. Not that I'm conservative or that I believe in medieval values, but there is no romance what so ever in my life and I AM SICK OF IT.