I have this huge crush at a guy at work. Instead of talking to him or making him like me, I turn into the most stupid, apparently MUTE and brainless cow in this universe and hardly speak to him and avoid places where I could actually meet him. At home I feel awful all the time and dread spending time alone because I can't bear thinking about him. I have a very superstitious friend and she once told me that if you dream of something and remember this dream in the morning, it won't ever come true. Last night I dreamed that me and HIM became a couple. So congratulations to me.